~Nyte-Skye

So...I'm a senior now...after all these years of waiting I'm a senior now. I've been waiting for this moment in life for...I don't even know how long now. Its releaving and at the same time kind of stressful. I have to make this year my best and I have to be truer to myself then ever. I can no longer let society hold me back from who I am because this is the year to say "Fuck it I'm me, and I'll be damned if I don't look, act, talk, walk and sing like I'm me" Famous way of life by my idol Hideto matsumoto hehe! I want to live a life like that, I am who I am and fuck everything else! A lot of things will be changing about me before the beginning of my senior year and to be hoest...theres a couple people who inspired me to be this way.




~Sierra (Ame Kasumi)~

This girl has been in my life for a couple years now and well...she means the world to me. She's the one person i believe i couldn't live without...haha Hell i can barely go a few days not talking to her and neither can she really. I love her with all my heart and soul and she knows that I pretty much tell her everyday. If you wanna know which one she is on my myspace, she's my 1. She and I connect on almost every level. Both of us have hellish self esteem problems but when one of us is down the other always picks them up. She's been there for me since we met and I hate that we don't live closer because I can't be there in person as often as I like. Well anyways, she's inspired me to be who i am and not just imagine who i want to be. If i want to be loud colorful and random then i should be it, not just sit back and hope for the best. I love this girl...I really do and I hope she never forgets that. She's one of the only people who's never hurt me or made me cry or some stupid shit like that, she's just always there.



~Hira Shiori Otonashi~

So what does one say about someone like Hira...I have no idea XD I don't think she does either. Someone once said she confused them and I responded "Well when you figure her out lemme know" and she turned to me, laughed and said "Yeah let me know too" Well anyways, this girl has been through hell and back again...then back to hell and back again..again...so yeah. She's still here and trust me that deserves more adoration then even she understands. I haven't known her that long...5 months now I think and she's become family to me. As you can see by the picture she is unlike anyone else, covered in tattoos and piercings, her hair short yet long with clip in extensions of all colors, the sides of her head shaved. She looks like no one else in this world and you know what? I love that. To be honest physically she's everything I've ever really wanted to be. Free with my appearance and well, liking the way I look. I know she does, and i don't know if I'll ever be able to be that way about myself but being friends with her inspires me to try. She comes up now and again and spends about a wek ith me each time and we get out and do w/e we think of when we wake up, lol. Some people would think I'm crazy for wanting to be like her but you know what, I've never been sane haha.

Okay now ONTO THE SONG
So as i originally intended to write about I have decided on my personal senior song. Its about saying goodbye to everything, leaving everything behind but kind of still being happy with all you've done. You get out and do what you want to do and follow your dreams no matter what they be. Some of my friends tell me I'm kind of following in my idols footsteps by going to beauty school, and yeah i kinda guess they're right, but after beauty school I want to go to art college. I want to major in writing and minor in fashion design. I want to own my own salon for people who think like me. The people who love wild cuts and colors in their hair. The pierced and tattooed teens who feel like they have no where to go. In a way I was one of them I was a creative mind that never had a place to be free in this town or anywhere around here. I want it to be like a salon/rock cafe, a place for people to hang out and have fun and just be themselves. ANYWHO THE SONG


The song is Good Bye by hide

heres the english translation ^^ Go here to listen to it ^^ Make sure you press play lol
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Say good bye just good bye
to all your worries good bye
Say good bye just good bye
without fear of change good bye

just walking aimlessly
good bye to the treasures of exhausted days
going on, the signposts
the same as that first wind

If you can't find a way
the many winding roads
shade your eyes from the sky Round & round
feeling scared about an unknown land
asking the tiny song

Please songs tell me true
no matter where I go
your melody'll keep on playing
someday again, even when I get lost on my own
if I can hear it, I can walk on merrily.

Say good bye just good bye
without fear of gettin' hurt good bye
let's throw away all the feelings
that we can't hold in our hands.

Please songs tell me true
no matter where I go
your melody'll keep on playing
even if one day I lose my way
if I can sing, I will walk on with grace.